Choice!!
i was loosing it for it's been an hour we have been struggling at the same shop!
saira is unable to select a dress i am suppose to give her as an advance b'day gift!!
'vivekk...just wait na...it's not that simple!'
'you don't know how it's like to choose between two of your favourites...you feel like hell when you have to leave one...you just don't know..!'
For a moment,i felt my heart has stopped beating and some cold wave trespassed me, making me numb....
Her words echoing.....
vivek ....you don't know....you just don't know .....choose....feel...hell....leave one...!!!!
i....don't know...i...the one who had to make the 'simplest' choice in life.....choose a parent!!!!
'beta....who you wana live with...mama or papa?'
the most dreadful question ever!
'its your choice beta...nobody will force you...'
my choice!!!!
actually nobody forced me and actually it was my choice....because...i wasn't given an option!!!!
my dad chose me and my mom just left me because she wanna leave my dad.
my choice!!!
'vivekkkk!! help me na!
u are just pathetic at choosing ....'
'yes, i am!'
'what?'
'nothing! let's go to some another place where you can select just one!'
yes, that's the best option when you are left with just one...then u choose...n it's your choice!
'noo...these two are my favourites.
vivek!!!!!
what if i could have the color of this one and fabric n pattern of the second one....!'
'hmmm!
we can get it designed then ...custom dress...
simple!'
lets also get my childhood customized as well.....mama holding my left hand and papa the right one!
simplest!
'vivekkk....why are you always lost?
i just hate you!
you know na i can't get it done!!!!
'why?'
'the designer of this brand will sue me for copying....urghhh! i feel so helpless!!!'
me too...the designer sued me as well....
He too branded them as husband and wife but sued and punished Me for they couldn't sell it well!
Helpless n hopeless!
My left hand frantically started searching for something in the empty pocket...
'then no chance dear...lets go to some other place,' i said,restlessly.
'Noooo....i want this only...i mean both but actually one....the color of one spread over the fabric of other...ummm...divine!'
Both,i said too!!
color and fabric...heart and soul...mom n dad...!
'No beta....not possible...but the court wont go against your will...u choose one!'
My will!!!
i surrender, my lord!
'lets go, saira!'
'No,do something...make them one na!'
hahaha!!
how childish n stupid, i thought!
But the best wish!!....the heart replied!
'Saira...am not a magician!!!!'
'i just wish you were, vivek...then i would have been the most happiest person on earth...beaming in the sea of love n all hues of life...!'
i wish too...even i wont be a living dead anymore then...
'what nonsense are you talking?'
'nothing...
so you wont surrender?!!'
'never ever dear...'
ah!sparkling thought!
i wish i haven't too...
'okk dear, even i won't today...lets try some magic.....,' i said, smilingly looking into her hopeful eyes.!
i was loosing it for it's been an hour we have been struggling at the same shop!
saira is unable to select a dress i am suppose to give her as an advance b'day gift!!
'vivekk...just wait na...it's not that simple!'
'you don't know how it's like to choose between two of your favourites...you feel like hell when you have to leave one...you just don't know..!'
For a moment,i felt my heart has stopped beating and some cold wave trespassed me, making me numb....
Her words echoing.....
vivek ....you don't know....you just don't know .....choose....feel...hell....leave one...!!!!
i....don't know...i...the one who had to make the 'simplest' choice in life.....choose a parent!!!!
'beta....who you wana live with...mama or papa?'
the most dreadful question ever!
'its your choice beta...nobody will force you...'
my choice!!!!
actually nobody forced me and actually it was my choice....because...i wasn't given an option!!!!
my dad chose me and my mom just left me because she wanna leave my dad.
my choice!!!
'vivekkkk!! help me na!
u are just pathetic at choosing ....'
'yes, i am!'
'what?'
'nothing! let's go to some another place where you can select just one!'
yes, that's the best option when you are left with just one...then u choose...n it's your choice!
'noo...these two are my favourites.
vivek!!!!!
what if i could have the color of this one and fabric n pattern of the second one....!'
'hmmm!
we can get it designed then ...custom dress...
simple!'
lets also get my childhood customized as well.....mama holding my left hand and papa the right one!
simplest!
'vivekkk....why are you always lost?
i just hate you!
you know na i can't get it done!!!!
'why?'
'the designer of this brand will sue me for copying....urghhh! i feel so helpless!!!'
me too...the designer sued me as well....
He too branded them as husband and wife but sued and punished Me for they couldn't sell it well!
Helpless n hopeless!
My left hand frantically started searching for something in the empty pocket...
'then no chance dear...lets go to some other place,' i said,restlessly.
'Noooo....i want this only...i mean both but actually one....the color of one spread over the fabric of other...ummm...divine!'
Both,i said too!!
color and fabric...heart and soul...mom n dad...!
'No beta....not possible...but the court wont go against your will...u choose one!'
My will!!!
i surrender, my lord!
'lets go, saira!'
'No,do something...make them one na!'
hahaha!!
how childish n stupid, i thought!
But the best wish!!....the heart replied!
'Saira...am not a magician!!!!'
'i just wish you were, vivek...then i would have been the most happiest person on earth...beaming in the sea of love n all hues of life...!'
i wish too...even i wont be a living dead anymore then...
'what nonsense are you talking?'
'nothing...
so you wont surrender?!!'
'never ever dear...'
ah!sparkling thought!
i wish i haven't too...
'okk dear, even i won't today...lets try some magic.....,' i said, smilingly looking into her hopeful eyes.!
